Sometimes life can be absolutely frustrating. Between graduating from college and that incident, I feel like I’m trapped in limbo. I lack the ability to move my life in the right direction right now and it is absolutely killing me on the inside.
Despite it all, it’s definitely made me realize that there’s two sides to a coin and that with the bad comes some good. Because of all that has happened, I feel like I’ve really widen my scope on life. That incident completely altered my plans for the near future, but it also made me realize the significance of other things in life in comparison. Patience and appreciation has never been my strong points, but the past 6 months has been a lesson in those virtues. As a result, I’ve definitely become more of a well rounded person. Being imperfect is absolutely fine with me. What is important is understanding one’s self, knowing not just your strengths, but also your inadequacies.
Everyone has times of suffering in their lives, and right now is mines. I’ve never had so much doubt about my future, and in all honesty, it scares me.
Even with things as bad as they are right now, can giving up really be an option? Personally, it isn’t. At some point, we all realize that the only person that can make our lives better is ourselves. That in itself is enough reason for me to keep pushing.
